Well I'm now 15 weeks and not much has changed. I am still without an appetite and feeling tired and nauseous. I have been taking some medicine to help with the nausea but it has other side effects that aren't very pleasent. But I have been eating a bit more, although it is very forced on my end. I continue to struggle with eating but hoping any day now it will get better. It's so different because my kids were never like this.
About 4-5 days ago I started to feel what I think is the baby moving. That was really exciting. It's not the same as feeling my own move but it was more exciting for the IF. I was at work and couldn't wait to tell him. But it was 3am and knew I didn't want to disturb him at such an hour. I text him when I got out of work and he was super excited. It just feels like gas bubbles right now and as the baby grows I am so excited for the IF to be able to share in this feeling.
On Friday night I went to a party with lots of my girlfriends to be read by a psychic. I went in feeling pretty unsure of what he would tell me and what he could tell about me. He had no previous information about me or my current situation. I was shocked at the information he was telling me. Not sure that I am a believer yet but it was pretty neat. The first thing he says to me is "I see babies around you". I was sitting down in a big comfy chair with a loose fitting dress on so there was no way to see my little baby bump. Then he tells me that I will have 5 children total. (not sure if that includes the miscarriage or not but hey maybe I'm meant to do this again someday). Then he tells me not to worry because the baby is super healthy, which is such a relief because we haven't received any results from the early screening testing yet but hey, no news is good news to me. And also being a NICU RN I was constantly worrying with my kids that some freak genetic thing would occur and it has not changed even though this is not mine. Then he carries on and asks me if I want to know what it is and I say yes and he says it's A GIRL! Which doesn't really surprise me because I had a dream a long time ago that it's a girl. He carried on about my personality and things to happen in my life in the future and most of it was right on. Some things he was off a bit but he described my husband to a T, and he wasn't there and had never met me. So I guess at my 20 week ultrasound we will get to see if he is right. Either way as long as the baby is healthy like he said I will be happy.
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