I am so tired of waiting. It is so hard and it's not even my baby! I just want to hear the news that we are pregnant. I can not even imagine how the IP's are dealing with this waiting period.
I took a home pregnancy test on Monday and didn't get the birthday present that I wanted, a positive, but I am still thinking positive. It was only 5 days post transfer and still very early. I just couldn't help myself and now I know why the clinic wants you to avoid taking them. I got so upset following the negative result. I was afraid that it failed, that I had failed my IP's. But after taking a deep breath and talking to some proven surrogates and the clinic I felt much better and much more positive.
Luckily tomorrow, or should I say today, since it is 1am, I have another beta lab test and following that we should be getting news. I had my first one on Tuesday and tomorrows value needs to be double the value that it was on Tuesday. So hopefully this waiting period is coming to an end. Hopefully today is the day that I get to scream that we are pregnant.
So stay tuned... as soon as I know anything I will post more.
Positive thoughts for doubling numbers for today!
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